It was the most difficult event I've ever attempted, and I
was overwhelmed, thankful, and exhausted at the finish line. Waiting at the line when I crossed it was
Tara, who congratulated me, hugged me, and gave me that belt buckle. Later on, Todd arrived and gave me an
'autographed' 1 Dollar Bill. Tara and
Todd were known as the Good Cop and Bad Cop of the 906 Adventure Team, which is
the organization that puts on events in the Upper Peninsula, including the
Marji Gesick.
I had trained more for that event than any of the previous
events I had ever done, and was more nervous for it than any previous running
adventure I had attempted, besides maybe my very first marathon...when I truly
wondered if I could possibly run 26.2 miles...all in one single effort!
I had always seen running as a challenge. It posed problems that must be solved, and
taught lessons that you would expect, but it also taught unexpected lessons as
well. Sounds like life!
I read somewhere recently that "Problems aren't the
problem. The solution to the problem
that you choose...can be the problem."
And, obviously, "Life" is a nonstop source of problems. For too long, one 'solution' I chose to solve
problems was alcohol. In fact, I
continued to choose alcohol to help me solve problems long after it had stopped
really working as any kind of solution at all and in fact was just worsening
problems.
And I realized exactly this, on an entirely different level,
during those 25-plus hours while running the Marji Gesick. In fact, I crossed that finish line as
pictured above, and I felt such a sense of accomplishment, that I could not
help but think about other life problems and how I should address them and
solve them as well. As I've said in
previous articles...it's never too late to start over.
I haven't had a drink since September 14th 2023, the day
before I started the Marji Gesick 100.
And I haven't regretted for a single moment the elimanation of alcohol
as a 'solution' or coping mechanism in my life.
Life continues to provide problems that need to be solved,
and I continue to screw up almost daily in trying to solve them, but I'm so
thankful--thankful beyond words--for the last year (a leap year with an extra
day at that!) without alcohol.
Earlier in this article, I mentioned that Tara and Todd were
the "Good Cop & Bad Cop", and you may have noticed the past-tense
verb in that sentence..."were".
Tara tragically lost her life in a car accident last January. The 906 Adventure Team lost much more than
their "Good Cop", and while I didn't know her very well...I did know
her from that finish line, and I never have forgotten that moment.

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